I'm very disappointed and upset.. I really feel the needle-pricking pain in my heart. I really hate it the way you speak up for your friends and say I'm inflexible when both of us suggested the same thing but you agreed to him easily but not for me.

It's our Saturday remember? How can you say it doesn't involve me? I felt so upset. I can really feel the pain..

I dunno why, but this time round the feeling in my heart is very different and I feel like crying all my heart out. I wish to force all my sadness and all the "needles" out of my heart..

So painful....

Stress level: high
Mood: unhappy

I think my supervisor must be very impatient and unhappy with me already. After so long, I still failed to complete the interface of my program and when he ask me, why my interface did not work properly, my answer was: I not sure, but I tried to debug however did not enter the breakpoint where i've placed when I run it.

He didn't look happy. He came over to my seat and changed a word in my code. He solved my problem. He left my seat after I said thanks.

He still didn't look happy.

:(

I think I totally disappoint him.