School reopened 2 days ago..

Once school reopened, i've got my DB result.. well, maybe the luck was there for mi and thats why i was able to score quite well for my DB..but today, received my CA3 for my OOAD - a new module and we are the new batch to do this module - dunno why, maybe i left my "luck" at home, forgot to bring it out, and i got a D+ for that module.. saw the result, i was saddened. Nvr ever got D before in my results before.. "giving up may be a better option"..yah..now i got to believe in this.. but i dun think i shld give up. all my assignments and CAs for this module are badly done.. is all either C or C+..even group assignment too.. feel so bad, i felt like its because of mi, thats y even the group assignment oso got C.. the part that i did was done badly. so sorry gals..~ i will do well for this upcoming assignment..

D+.. jus afraid i cant make it in the exam which is in 5 weeks time .. saw the paper jus now, the ticks are more den the crosses..but i dunno why i got D.. maybe those that shld be in the diagram was not drawn..thats why tcher got to give mi a low grade..alot of ppl failed and got Ds..and even Cs.. maybe its the moderation that drag mi down..? i dunno..i only noe i have to buck up if i dun wan to get a D or even F in my upcoming exam..

now, im left with 2 other papers..waiting to get back my results. tmr i will be getting back my bioinfo..and i hope i did not forget to bring my "luck" out to school. EBF..not much confidence..a B will do..dun ask for more..jus a B..

next week..gonna be a busy one..sian..

things i got to do/buy:
- my primary sch friend presents
> fy
> min
> june

- outing wif np juniors
- outing wif primary sch friends
- outing wif my class to zoo
- ASSIGNMENT!!! siao liao..
- maybe work on sat and sun??

ERM..think i gg to broke soon..haven buy presents..how how..wed meeting them le !!
tmr and tues..mus go see le..but go where see..Time is running out again for mi.. no time le..can i stop the time..? i wish im the only person controlling the time and i can start and stop anytime i like..but of cos i wun make the whole world go crazy and turn upside down.. -.-"..jus hope that i have enuf time for all this preparations..

finally can rest..

Went for my job at WM, BB for both today and ytd, and it rained on both days.. my job was to promote and ask ppl to subscribe The Newpaper..ytd didnt got any.. no one wans to subscribe from mi..all said that they prefered ST den TNP..ok..Its true anyway, there are much more news to read from ST..so..nvm..today got 1 at least..not mine..

anyway..today it rained so heavily, we cant even go and get sth from the booth (the locker i mean) and when everytime i wanna get the stuffs..i felt like as if im standing in the rain..and the rain was like pouring on my back..(u noe rain + wind?)..lolx.. my colleague and I got to go hide in the shopping center..waiting for the rain to get smaller..and den we can cantinue..but it was raining cats and dogs..we ardy waited for 45 mins and decided to went back though it was raining..(our booth was w/o shelter) so we move into somewhere with shelter..

bad things happen after that..haiz..it was ard 2 + pm when i approached a middle age woman..saying," Hi..do you want to subscribe The NewPaper from us..We are having a promotion right now......." and the woman stopped and pause for a while..i tot she was thinking about wad i was saying..and den i saw her..searching sth urgently form her bag..and wads next was she took a stick (look sth like a wood its not thin thin kind) out from her bag and without notice..she smack mi with it ..shouting," ZOU KAI la"!! i was shocked after i kena smacked..and i moved backwards and bang to another person..i was frightened and i went back to my friend and the booth.. i was so frightened that my eyes turned watery..it was not cos of wad..it was jus that im frightened by wad had happen...so sudden..cant really describe my feeling..horrible..

after that i dun even dare to approached one and promote anything..i was not able continue my job properly for almost half an hr, im jus standing there..smiling..and nvr really promote..cos im afriad that another person will be like her..and i was not able to differentiate who is normal and who is not ..but after that i tried to promote (i've got no chioce..im paid for the job) but when i tot of wad happen few hrs ago..i still....haiz..i think she did not really mean to hurt mi..maybe shes jus trying to protect herself ..maybe she had some bad experience b4..

mi and my friend was thinking that..wad if she took out a knife and not a stick..? forget it..this weekend was a horrible one..=(