Sometimes i wish to say something or bring out my unhappiness of any upset incident. But i have no ideas where or whom i should talk to.

If i choose to talk to a friend or any one else, they think i am complaining. If i choose to set my unhappiness on my status or wherever update just to calm myself, they still think i am complaining and nagging.

I simply wish to unleash my unhappiness but you all stopped me. i feel terrible, very terrible. I felt that everything is choked inside me.

I am not complaining now.... But i felt so terrible right now. Misunderstanding, mistakens are always the cause of conflicts. As time pass by, i rather let you all misunderstand me and i feel there is no need to explain myself anymore. If you dun understand me and my intentions, den let it be, regardless who you are.

Tears are words that cannot be expressed. This is so true.

You might ask me why i cry. I can only say i feel sad, but i dunno how to explain the sadness. Lost for words. I dunno how to talk to people. Im not good at expressing myself that is why my intention put across to people is always mistakened and it get worst after trying to explain. And the flow ends with me not going to explain anymore. And den i cried. Cos misunderstanding occurs and i become the troublemaker and only i myself understands what happens.

I am so stupid. Why in the world should i bother so many things? I should just close both of my eyes and be ignorant to everything unrelated. Just like who i was before- ignorant, innocent, nerd. The more i try to be extrovet, i only get myself into trouble. Why cares what they want you to be? Just jolly well keep quiet and be stupid. Even to your dearest one.

In this world, no one will be able to know and understands you 100% and there bound to be some unspoken words that you keep within yourself,

This is a long post. I have no intention to complain. I hopes for a listening ear, i have my choice in mind, but are you willing to be the one...? :( Can you hear that my heart is tearing as i wrote this post? :(

-- Post From HuiSan's iPhone 3Gs